Xavier, my heart goes out to you. My son is just eight, and he and I cried together when we read this. You see, we've been through a similar tragedy in our own life and we know the pain of terrible loss. I wish I had magic words to ease your pain but all I can offer is this... cling close to your family and remember the joy of your mother's life. Think about the good moments and if its not too painful, write them down in a journal so you don't forget. It will help to keep her memory alive for you later. My prayers go out to you and your family. We will not forget her.