Have you ever stopped to think about what kind of god you serve? I'm sure you think that if you were born in ancient Egypt that you'd still choose good over evil, but you seem more like the type who would fling their children to the crocodile god because their priest said they should.
You believe what you think your god says. Why? It seems that your god is a pretty nasty sort who hates people just out of whim.
A good and moral person would look at what your god has to offer and say, "Fine. Burn me in hell forever but I will not be cruel just because you want me to."
But that takes courage. And, of course, being a good and moral person.
(Fortunately, my God isn't so big on the hate stuff as yours)
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