i have a thought that if you talk to a psychic that it might help you find if not get closer to alquon's where abouts.i no thats sound crazy but you have to try all the impossible to find your love one enstead of just sittin and hopeing he returns. you have to take actions and i feel this may help but if it doesnt then at least more possible oppurtunitys may come along the brain..i really hope you take this in consideration if not atleast try to explore new ideas..