Wow you need prayers. Justifying the murder of the most innocent children with a bad economy that is twisted. If you don’t want to get pregnant don’t have sex. Abortion is not birth control. In the case of rape, I am the wrong person to ask or answer that question, but I suggest looking up Rebecca Kiessling for guidance. A child is a child no matter how small. It is proved by science as well as the Bible that life begins at conception. I hope you find peace for your broken soul before you are lost forever.