It appears you believed the lie your mother told you that you are special. Take your tiara off and join the rest of the world and grasp this simple concept; many times criminal defenders attempt to make the excuse for criminals that they "are somebody's child, brother, sister...etc" My post is a simple one of, isn't everybody somebody's child? Well, except for you since I'd imagine your parents disowned you as a disappointment.
You really should seek profession mental help.