YOU got yourself into the position you're in. If you have lost the respect, trust, and confidence of your fellow county commissioners and the voters (and trust me, you have...there's no "if" about it) you have no one but yourself to blame.
Worse than your immature, illegal, and borderline psychotic misconduct is your total lack of honor, self-respect, and one iota of dignity, for if you had any of those you would resign and allow the voters a chance to replace you with someone who is mentally above the age of fourteen.
I am happier of the fact that I voted for Richard Nixon than the fact that I voted for you: HE had enough dignity to resign.
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