I am wondering if people have thought about the fact that a grand jury does not convene on hearsay! The FBI/SBI does not go to all of this expense without proper cause. It's the law. Mr. Hewett , if you are not guilty of any of these misdeeds then put your trust in the justice system you are so fond of and took a oath to uphold and let it do it's job. If you are guilty; then please be a man about it. Please do not cause futher harm to your family by taking your life. I believe it you were raise in the south that you have learned somewhere along the way that this would not be acceptable to God. I can promise you one thing... no matter what happens your mother will always be there who ever she is. Mothers stand by their children. Repent to God and leave the rest in his hands. Just my observation. No judgement intented!