I live In NY and I grew up with CQ when I was living down in wilimington. To ease my pain I've been written my heart out. Eventhough CQ lived in Nc his spirt touch so many people included myself. CQ is related to my cuz and as kids He always called me His cuz " we where Fam" I'm hundreds of miles away. Pain has no distant and boundaries. It's hard when u grew up with someone as a child and they're taken away from u in a millisecond. It makes u think we really aren't guaranteed tomorrow or the day after. This really makes me want to embrace my family & even my extended family members more. All I can think of is us growing up together as kids riding our Bikes all over town, just joking with one another are memories that constantly pass through my mind. Hearing of Cinque death really hit me hard. I cried for a long time when I got that late night call of his passing. One of those deep cries from the heart that drains ur body. And that's rare for me to do, not because of his passing, but the way they did him. It hurts that some spinless Pigs took away one of Gods Great creations. Either way you put it in the long run Those spinless pigs will be caught either way you put it. Cinque I will never forget your comforting laugh You're laid back demeanor, Your sense of humor You're energy was always uplifting And most of the compassion you had for other people. You will always have my respect & love always Love you cuz Hundreds of miles away still won't ease the pain :(